Saturday, January 15, 2011

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Onekkhon hoye gelo, phone-o korle na ekta, chithi tar-o uttor nei .. Tumi jano aami sei sokal theke mail khule bose aachi ei elo, ei elo kore, ekta kore notun mail asche ar heartbeat du-ekta kore miss korchh aami, ar dekhchi sei kon travel site-er biggyapon nahole social network-er nemontonno .. rege mege shuyei porlam kombol tene .. ghum-ta asbe asbe korche, emon somoy hothat kemon jeno bhoy korlo jano? sei dube jawar bhoy-ta .. shwash-kashto holo khub , aami dhormoriye uthe computer-ta bandho korlam, ah ! ekta cigarette, ekta ...

Aamar boyes takhon katoi ba hobe, aat ki dosh, parar pukure ar sob bacchader sathe hoihoi kore snatar shikhchi .. oder modhye sobtheke paka chilo Laltuda, o-i tokhon amar captain, aami or ekonistho chyala .. ekdin snatar katchi- amader trainer ektu dure, Laltuda bollo 'cho ke aage pukur cross kore dekhi' .. khub jore snatrachhi... hothat majhpukure ese kemon jeno dom furie gelo, dekhlam haat-pa kicchu narate parchi na - ar dube jachi barbar kore, chitkar korlam- gola diye awaj berolo na .. chokher samne shudhu sobuj jol ar majhe majhe bheshe uthle dekhchi Laltuda oipare, trainer khokakaku takhon-o onyo bachhader bhasa shekhacche - gyan ferar por shunechilam aami naki dubei jetam sedin, pukurer oikhane naki ekta masto baro kuyo chhilo, tai keu oidiktay jeto na ... porer din theke ar oi pukure jaini ... asambhob bhoy korto jano .. ekhon-o majhe majhe sei bhoy-ta kottheke fire aase, sei sobuj jol ar dure , anek dure bakira - keu amay dekhte pacche na ..

Boyos bere gelo, pukur-tay ar aajkal keu snatar shekhe na, buje geche kina tai ba ke jane .. Khokakaku-o ekdin bhorbela onek durer ekta dighee-te snatar katte chole gechen amader paare fele rekhe ... ar aami sapto-sagor periye chole esechi kanch-dhaka aquarium-e, ekta chotto nol diye majhe majhe burburi kete oxygen aase, ar dhakna khule ektu khabar, ar aami ek-kone konomote katiye diy hele-jawa ritu-chokro .. sukhei thaki, baro sukhe ... tao majhe majhe mone hoy ekbar ekta ghai mere uthi, joler upor-ta dekhe aasi, koyekta rong chini, koyekta shabdo kane ase .. abar dube jai bhitore, goponiyo kathar maton ...

Sondhe name eksomoy, ei khupri basement-er ghorer bhetore haway urte thake koyekta chehara-heen kotha, ar rattir-ta jhup kore neme jaay - aami aalo jwele diy, ar takhon opaar theke daak aase, 'aachis?' .. ar songe songe fire aase aamar boyos-sondhi - arekbar jhanp dey oi gobhir britte, bhetor theke ek a-parajito kobi tar bhanga kalam hate arekbar uthe dnaray pranpon .. 'hya, ei elam, tumi aacho Nandini?' ...

Hajar hajar shabdo khose pore kotha theke jeno, duto ki tinte ghanta mane to ek-ekta rupkotha-i ... tao sesh hay eksomoy, aamra fire jai chena kakkho-pothe, chokhe-mukhe joler jhapta dite dite mone pore jaay aamar barmoheen shoreer ar charidiker ostro-sashtro-teer-teerondaaj .. jege uthi onek ratre, baire brishtir awaj pai ar kobita-ra pash fire shoy aamar dike .. bhorer aalo lukiye-churiye dhoke amar ghore ar swapner samay sesh hay aanguler dogay ese .. aajkal ei shaharer kothao kothao khub mon-kharap kara hawa dey thik takkhuni, jano?

Tumi esob bojho, hayto ba, hayto kichui na .. hayto aami-o sob-ta bujhini ekhono, Nandini ki tahole tumi-i? hayto na .. hayto tumi Nandini-r thekeo baro, hayto ba shudhui sei lok-tar chokhe-mukhe lege thaka sesh aalotuku tumi ... je dube jacche roj, ar uthte uthte ekbar kore pranpon dekhe nicche tomake .. ar tumi .. tumi sei purono pukurer ghate snan korte korte tar sokol dubonto kobitar dike shudhu ekmutho nirbaak chhunre diccho aalgoche ..