মুখোমুখি, অধিকারহীন

"Sob nei mlan kore shudhu aachhe ekjon,

ar..

Mukhomukhi.. Adhikarheen seo aachhe" ..

Amar jakhan bayashta motamuti bardhokyer kachhakachhi .. banprastha-i jakhan ekmatro bikalpo,basanto-batash noy .. eta sei takhankar galpo.. kono ek bikhyato lok bole gechhilen.. 'sob golper ekta shuru..ekta sesh ar ekta majhkhan thake .. not necessarily in order" .. ei galpotar ekta shuru chhilo ... ekebare domrano-mochrano ekta sesh aami dekhechhi .. majhkhan ta ekdin asbe,ei ashay ekhon likhe rakhchhi sei itihaas ..

Nandinir sathe aamar sesh dekha tar katha bhule gechhi aami.. shudhu eta mone achhe sedin gobhir ratre ki bolte cheyechhilum oke....

"Hayto, erpor khub sabdhane pa felte felte amra atikrom kore jabo ek ek ta alokbarsho .. nayto kono achena,abujh rastay neme aasbe paapmugdho bikel amader ajante .. Nandin... Amra nishan uriye diyni ardhek jiboner simante.. Tai mrityu khuje nik amar ashorirmon bhalobasa .. rupkathara konodin-i ar gaan geye uthbe na tor thont chhuye .." ..

Hya ekta ashchorjo raat chhilo seta .. amar ghar theke alpo mukh ber kore aami anekdin por dekhchhi aakash ta aalo aalo seje aache.. karur gala pachhi na kothao theke.. jeno unmukh noishbdo chumbon chaichhe .. aami bhabchhilum ei byapartake ekta kobitay ankle kemon daray .. hathat dekhi anek dur theke sobuj salwar .. se aaschhe .. Nandini aaschhe ... aamar mone holo jeno o ekkhuni ese dnarabe samne .. or nirjon chokh ekbar takabe .. aamar gale satdiner na kamano dari ..ar asahya prasab-jantronar pore tori haoa du tinte choritro ... hayto ekbar aamra hawa-y uriye debo anushashon .. ar e shahare neme aasbe abikol himanko ..

'Jhoupatar fnake fnake jhore porchhe kobitara ..

Ar aamar mrito rajdhani te neme aschhe arekta aschorjo ratri' ....

Na Nandini aseni .. Athoba eleo aami thik janina .. khub byasto chhilum.. bishwash korun.. Hayto esechhilo .. Hayto oi gharei .. anushashon tuchho kore amay jigges korechhilo ki kichhu?.. shunte paini .. sotii paini .. Nirjon chokh chumbon cheyechhilo ki ekta? .. Rattire khub brishti porechhilo ki baire sedin??.. janina ... janina .. aami sotti khub byasto chilum .. sei din .. sei raat .. Nandin er jonyoi ekta kobita .. Nandin esechhilo .. hayto .. kintu ..bishwash korun..sei muhurte khatar theke ekbar chokh tulle.. sei je gunjan ta.. sei gunjan ta ekdom hariye jeto .. oi kobita ta toiree hoto na ar konodin... Na hole ..

Ta chhara... Nandini-der janyo lekha kobitar theke to Nandini ra konodin-i baro nay ..na????

Roddurer katha bhabte bhabte ..

"Amader modhye je ekhon mastery kore,
Anayase se daktar hote parto..
Je ukil hote cheyechhilo..
Daktar hole tar emon kicchu kshoti hoto na...
Athacho sakoler-i ichhepuron holo,ek amolkanti chhara,
Amolkanti roddur hote pareni ....
Sei Amolkanti .. Roddurer katha bhabte bhabte je ekdin roddur hote cheyechhilo ... "

Aamar ekta bondhu chhilo .. Sourav ... School-e eksathe portam ar bugbazar multipurpose kimba rajkumari balika vidyalayer bus-ta school-er samne diye gele doure doure shosthitolar mor obdi jetam... Sourav-o jeto ki? mone pore na aajkal.. O takhan prem korto .. 'O-ra' takhan prem karto ... Aami dekhtam dure bose .. Aami-o cheshta krtam..kintu, thik hoto na .. rattirer class-er pore jhopejhare lukiye propose korechhilum ekdin... ar tobin road obdi hatte hatte cigarette khete khete driro nischit hoye gechhilum ... ar kakhhono na ... never!!

Ar obodharitobhabe abar porer din Jogeshda-r coaching-e notes na tuke ha kore takitye chhilum.. jatokkhan na o khub baro baro chokh kore amar dike takay...
Sourav takhan thekei kobita likhto ...

Aamader beshir bhag loker-i sei alpo boka boka chhotobelar coaching theke aajker ei corporate cubicle-er majhkhan ta hariye gechhe kothao ekta.. ba bola bhalo byapar ta oi aadim manush theke lalkrishna advani obdi bibortoner mato .. link ta aachhe bojha jay ..kintu, chokhe dhora pore na.. to jaihok .. aami amolkanti theke sourav ghure ese seshmesh aamar premkahini-r bylane-e dhuke ei lekhar puntki jaam korbo na ... ei galpo ta , ba rather ei 'noshta-lgia' hayto sei hajar khanek premkahinir theke kinchit mahaan ...

"Ru-aam...Ru-aam mane pahare sheetkal, athoba Ru-aam mane ekguccho golap... Hayto sei dinta kakhonoi asbe na jedin amra ru-aam ke ei trimatrik frame-e dhorte parbo .. Bala jay.. ru-aam-e samay theme thake.. athoba ru-aam-e susamay chhilo .."

Bayas ta barchhe bujhte pari .. ekhon kono kichcui thikthak mone porte chai na.. jemon mone pore na ei script tar naam ki chilo ..'Ru-aam'-i hobe bodhhay.. ar oder little magazine-tar naam .. 'Morshum' ... Du-char patar ekta chhotto magazine..protyekta kobita jeno adbhut ekta aalo .. jeno prachur rate nesha kore tolte tolte delhi road-er upor bsoe achhi ar pash diye truck gulo chhute jachhe jhorer mato.. aami ektu ektu kore samne jachhi ar headlight elei paliye jachhi .. mrityuke khuje nicchi kuriye paoa jiban theke .. athoba, kono ek sondhye-y half-open-sky khalasitola-y bose chumuk dicchi matir bhnare rakha banglay ar chokher samne sobkata mukh milemiseh ekakar hoye jachhe .. aami aamar sei hallucination-er modhye dhuke ekbar chhuye dekhte chaichhi protyekta mukh ar omni sob khoaari kete giye ekta adbhut biponnota .. hayto .. aami bose aachhi faanka stage-e ... babuda-pintada light lagachhe ekta unchu moi te chore .. sodyo college chhuti hoye sabai aschhe.. amader stage-tar dike chhnure dichhe koutuhol meshano drishti ..ar ...ar sabar picchone sara akash aalo kore aaschhe o ... algocche chhunre dichhe ekmutho nirbaak , aar aami songe songe likhe felchhi eksho ta kobita ...

'Charminar-er dhoa-ta paak khete khete uporer dike uthchhe , ar kane kane bole jachhe .. ekta, matro ekta aboidho prem.... tate etokhani aagun?'

Sourav amar hostel-er ghore esechhilo bar du-ek .. aami or bariteo gechhi .. aamra galpo shonatam eke oporke . o-i shonato . aami abaak hoe dekhtam .. sotti sotti kibhabe susamay theme jaay.. "ru-aami morshume"... galpo theke jakhan roj uthe asto sudhu dwesh,sudhu ghrina .. raag .. jantrona ... mone mone bhabtam sei aloukik lekha tar katha ..

'Na Sudeshna, e morshume tomar jonye ar ektuo laal nei'

Aami jakhan chakri niye chole aschhi.. sourav bolechhilo haste haste, 'manush tahole sesh parjonto ekta samajbaddho jeeb-i.. tai na? majhe majhe aami bhabi Jyotishka, katokhani bhalobahbe ei kathata bolle katokhani ashlil lagte pare..!!' .. aami uttor dite parini ..hayto.. ei bhabei amar basantogulo ei cubicle-er ashepashe, kono shopping mall-er 'use me' te ba hayto ardhek prithibi dure kono ek shahore eke eke dhuloy mishbe.. aami chitkar korte chaibo .. parbo na.. likhte gele baro ghum pabe .. Sourav-ra takhan hayto nepal ki bhutan ki hayto anyo kothao khuje berachhe Sudeshnake .. chhobi te dhore rakhchhe ek ekta asto basantokaal.. shahor nabyota harate harate thomke jachhe .. ora likhchhe bole ..

Ekhono majhe maje swapno dekhi .. bahudin pore aami esechhi .. jolkada thokthoke maath..sari sari chair pata.. aamar nayak bhenge chure jachhe stage-e ar ekpa kimba ekso haat dure sei bhirer modhye ora esechhe.. dekhbe bole.. Ghum ta bhenge jay..bujhte pari .. Aamar sesh natok tar por curtain pore gechhe .. Drop Scene-er por audience-er dike matha nichu kore dariye aachi aami.. haattali deoar mato ektao lok nei seat-e ..

Amolkanti pareni , Sourav .. Tui paris.. !!