Purono chithi

Anek anek din aage aami amar bandhuke ei mail ta korechhilum..  Hubahu tule dilam ..

Ekta chhotto koifiyot darkari, aamar sei elvish friend-er kache jar lekha tar ajante aami nijer tar sathe melachhi ...

Bachhar duyek aageo Sharodiya sankhya-y dekhtam bikhyato lok-der ekantoi byaktigato chithi patro anekdin pore tader bhakto ra churi-chamari kore chhepe dey ar bole "agranthito, aprakashito" chithi .. tate dosh hay na ..

Bikhyato haoa ta holo na.. amar chithi chapati jhnapbe emon bhakto amar konodin chhilo na .. Aaj ekta Junior-er sathe katha hochhilo .. Chhele ti anek rakamer nesha kore .. jar modhye sab theke barota bodhhay pahar ... Himalay .. Mone porlo anekdin aage, jakhan aamar bayes oder maton.. aamra tin bondhu hathat ekdin beriye porechhilum ekta durer pahar chorte ..

Kolkatay ashtomi shuru hobe ar ektu pore ... Aamar maa snan kore laalpaar shari pore anjali dite jaben thalay arghyo sajiye .. Kolkata kolkata tei thakbe bheeshon bhabe .. Ar takhan-o anekdure kono ekta charai-utrai-e bishram nite bosbe rucksack kandhe aamader fele aasa 21 bachhar bayes ... 'Are aapni tollygunge naki? .. aami to oidikei Kalighat ..'   

Ei alpo sharater rang-laga roddure aamader ki jeno hoye jaay .. na?

Dear Arijit,

          Tor mail ta ekkhuni pelum....amar phone ta majhkhane kharap hoye gechhilo...basically jole bhije bhije battery ta fule dhol hoye gechhilo..ar charge rakhte parchhilo na...ekhon abasya ekta jaali charger lagiye phone take pray thik kore felechhi....tui jabi jantam..kintu..seta hathat kore samne chole asbe erokom kore idea chhilo na...asole aami tor jabar date tao bhule gechhilum...ekbar aamio call korle hayto jabar aage ekbar dekha hoto....

ki janis to,aami nijeke niye majhe majhe eto byasto hoye pori je charpasher loker dike takano tao hoye othe na...ekhon bichhiri raam helpless lagchhe....dhut!!...aami bodh hay ei rakam-i...perfectly imperfect,sabkichhur jonyoi...

jaihok...ekhon aami aager theke anekta samle niyechhi..delhi khub help korechhe...oi 20 ta diner respite ta amar khub khub darkar chhilo..amra delhi thakar samay majhe tin bondhu mile haridwar-gangotri-gomukh-

tapoban sab ghure esechhi...haate poisa pray kichhui chhilo na..hathat kore thik kore beriye gechhilum..aami,panu ar rajarshi...tana 4+16=20 ghanta journey kore haridwar vaya gangotri pouchhechhilum..sekhan theke treck kore gomukh..ar gomukh ero pare aaro dangerous route tapoban..abasya aami tapoban-er churoy jete parini..sinusitis er jonyo majherastay swashkasto e atke gechhilum....

gomukh jabar rastay kichhu majar abhigyata hoyechhe...lifetime experience..truly..aamader sathe tin sadhur alap hoyechhilo..mahakal baba,hathi baba ar ramdas baba...tinjone tin te ostaad...basically oi gomukh obdi rasta thake treck karar maton..sekhan theke tapoban ta glacier cross kore jete hay..glacier shunlei mone jemon baraf dhaka sada kichhu ekta bhese othe,temon nay...baraf-er pahar..kintu upore mati,pathor chapa deoa..seta abar theke theke sore jay..dhose jay..mane je rasta ta diye upoer uthbi..ferar samay hayto dekhbi se rasta tai ar exist kare na...dekhle sotti bolchhi fete jay...ar bhabte paris oi sadhu gulo jara ekta ekahari ekta falahari..oisab er modhye diye tiring tiring korte korte chole jay..uff....aami jakhan khub keliye gechhilum namar samaye mahakal baba ekta joributi khete diyechhio,seta kheye aami tuktuk kore lafiye lafiye neme esechhilum..poer barite ese shunlam ota naki hashsih chhilo..bhab...ar ekta din to aami saradin emon charas kheyechhi babader adday bose je gunda(rajarshi) ar panu amay khujte beriyechhilo ratre....

tabe afsosh ektai ...amader karur camera chhilo na..tai chhobi tola haytni kichhui...

tora jekhan e thakbi sekhan thekeo basicaly hill station gulo kachhakachhi jaigai..jodi treck korte nao paris..at least noinitaal.mussourie..ar ja ja parbi ghure asis..himalay manush ke anek kichhu sekhay...seta na gele konodin-o bujhtam na..

ar hya..agray jas..tajmahal-e anekkhan bose assis..red fort-e ekbar dariye bhabis thik jekhane tui dariye aachhis ekdin oikhane,thik oikhanei akbar,jehangir era dariye asto jaoa surjo ke dekhto..kintu selam korto na..surjo oder seshbar kurnish kore dube jeto.....ekbar abasyai jama masjid-e jaas..ar jatoi kashto hok..tower tay uthe gota delhi take dekhis,ar bhabis ekdin eita gota ta karur samrajyo chhilo..ar etao ekbar bhabis raja ar samrat alaada jinis...king haoa kothin..kintu hayto possible...emperor haoa ta assol byapar...

ferar samaye abar aami train miss korechhilum..jedinkar train chhilo..ami tarparer din station-e pouchhoi..aami r panu....tarpar ekta sleeper class-e bathroom-er darjar pashe loker lathi,hagumutur modhye ghoste ghoste firechhi..se abar arek experience...

jaihok..sobmiliye bhaloi aachhi..guccho kaaj korechhi fire..tarpar last robbar sab submit kore fele tana tindin,abar ekdin gap ,abar tarparer din maal kheyechhi....ekhon GRE gatachhi....

aami samle nebo..nite habe..ar kichhui karar nei re...

jaihok...bhalo thakis..bhalo rakhis..ar hya...eta mone rakhis...it's not enough to be a good man,u must be a strong man also....samne anek juddho baki....asha kori nijer naam tar mane tui khub bhalo korei janis....

ar ki???mail koris....abasyai koris..khub bhalo lage....

..........................tata...habu.

On 6/27/07, Arijit Banerjee wrote:

dear habu,
porsu chole jachhi.tor sathe dekha karar khub ichhe chhilo kintu holo na,18 th obdi project tarpor kenakati,samajikata korte kortei samai sesh hoye gelo. robbar chhotomasir bari gechhilum,
toke anekbar try korlam jodi bikele meet kora jai,kintu tor phone off chhilo.
bhabte kharap i lage je jakhon tui churanto kharap somoy er madheye diye jachhis,tor pase khub ekta darate parlum na. natun kore balar kichhu nei, tabu boli u r a special person, truest human being i've ever seen. and thats the only reason u r my best friend.
aabar kabe asbo jani na,tui o hoito takhon anya kothao thakbi,jai hok dekha to aabar nischoy habe. aami giye natun no toke janiye debo, mail e contact rakhis. bhalo thakis, nijeke bodle felis na, u will become a star. sei card tar moto toke arekta kabita dedicate korlum..

" Today I step into a new world,
old memories to you I bid farewell.
Today I come out of my shell,
hidden pain and dismal thoughts farewell.
Today a fresh hope I have felt,
to you unfulfilled dreams farewell.
Today I am born new you can tell,
my past to you I bid farewell. "

Mithye.. mithye?

"Aaj theke sob mithye katha tomar holo,
Jemon amar sob kobitai Shankha Ghosher"     [Srijato]

Mithye kathar sathe aamar samparko ta besh jotil ebong kichhuta gopon .. orthat anekta abidho prem-er mato .. tabu, bodhhay ei ekta jinis aamar bna-haater kore angulti sasnehe dhore hnete esechhe gato pochhis ta bachhar, badhyo premikar mato .. ebong ekhan ei akaal bardhokye jakhan aaynay damra galfola ekta lumpener mukh ke nijer mukh bole mene nite hay, takhan-o abore-sabore sei mithyei aamar sarkari R chinho .. dekhe na nile thokben ..dekhe nileo ...

                                         Takhan aami nehat-i chhoto chhilum, baap-jytahar dhamak kheye half-pentul pore douratam dokan-bajare, amar Aranyadeb takhan kilawui-er belabhumite Diana-ke niye jabo jabo korchhen, parar morer lalu-bhulu takhan lyaj ar jib narate narate aamar pichhu pichhu .. hathat samner barir anjali pisi kan-ento kara hasiti hese jigges korten .."baptuuuuuuuuu ... kothaaaaaaaaaaay cholliiiiiiiiiii?'
 .. etake protibiplob bole kina jana nei , tobu sei nishpaap shoishobeo onake mithyeta na bole, sotti bolchhi partam na .. mudir dokan jaoar thakle boltam laundry, laundry hole hayto binay-er pan-biri-r dokan .. ebong seshmesh hayto konotitei na giye jetam chhotrish mile durer ek hindusthani dokane, jekhane ek takar jinis paoa jeto baro aanay .. ar bari fire school-er bag gochhate gochhate amlanbadone boltam ..'ei samay tay bujhle ma, baddo bhir ..' ..

sei baro aana ekhan fule fnepe kothay dariyechhe janina.. aami school,college,office anekkicchu periye ese pouchhechhi adhuniktamo mrityu upotyokay .. aamar sei aranyodeb ekhan kilawui-er belabhumi chhere ese binay-er dokane pan bandhen, Anjali pisima o tar jhargushti ke aami hawa kore diyechhi kobe se khabar Anandabazar-o rakhen na .. tobuo .. ei ekakitwer majheo aamay bhoriye rakhe sei mithye sobkichhu ..

Mithye ekta jiban.. tar sathe amar mithye mithye samprako ... tader niye chhotrish  hajar mithye kobita o galpo .. ar bodhkari tar chaiteo beshi kichhu mithye hoye jaoa swapno .. sotti-i to .. mithyegulo na thakle bakita kothay dnarabe bhabteo bhay kore .. na? athacho,ei ektao sotti hole ki aami khushi hotam?...

Janen .. aamake Nandini jakhan bole .. aami naki ekdin baro habo.. khub bhalo likhbo jakhan .. aamar lekha boi hoye berobe .. sei takhan o porbe aamar boi .. o seidintar jonye apekkha kore ... aami prathomei protibad kori , hese orai tarpor anek kicchu agdum bagdum bolte bolte dekhe feli sei ek-i swapno .. Aamar boi .. Aamar akshar .. Nandini-r aanguler dogay ese gole jachhe ghumer mato ..

Nandini majhpothe katha chhere chole jaay .. Paronto bikele e shaharer sajano footpath diye hnete hnete aami bari firi khub bhalo mone .. Aamar bna-haater kore aangul ta chhunye thake se .. Mithye ..

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